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Today, says .... get this.... you have not told me you loved me.

Another great evening out

Tonight we decided to go out to eat. We thought Mexican. So, we went to the bank to get the money that Jon left in there. On the way to Burger King to get the kids food they would eat; Alisha starts fussing about Hunter's window being down. She asked and asked him to put it up. I decided to put it up. I am driving and I have the controlls. I roll it up. Hunter starts crying. I thought it was because his window is up. Jon turns around and starts screaming. I mean screaming!!! YOU BROKE HIS FINGERS; WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? I started yelling right back! I did not shut the fuck up! Everytime we leave the house all of you have to fucking start. You over react to much. YOU BROKE HIS FINGER; YOU MIGHT AS WELL TAKE HIM TO GET HIS FINGER SPLINTED RIGHT NOW. I dont even remember what all I said. I remember this lasted for about a mile thru town. Jon is saying just take me home then take him to splint his finger. I said get the fuck out here! Then as Hunter kept crying...Jon starts telling him to shut the fuck up. He turns around and slapps him in the face. Alisha pipes up and says what did you do that for!!!??? I said cause he is the big bad asshole. At the same time Jon says because I am the BOSS!! Alisha says no mommy is. She is the one that buys the cheese sticks, and grips, and chicken. So, he tells to shut the fuck up before he slaps the shit out of her. I said that is how fucked up YOU are that you have to cuss out a 7 year old to feel like a man. You are the one that is fucked up. You hate your family, you hate your kids. Him oh yea I am the one. I said yeah you are because I still have all my kids; all three of them. Then starts mumbling to himself this is fucking bullshit, I am finished. This is bullshit and ya'll are getting the fuck out tonight. I have had enough of this shit it is over. All this has taken place between the library and Dairy Right. We pull into the mexican place and BJ is there. We get out of the car and I sum up all of this real quick. And told BJ that he hates us and wants us to get out so he can shit on us like he did his other kids. Jon is standing there smoking and saying yup that is right. We will see who gets the fuck out tonight; it is happening. So BJ changes the subject onto my hair. We go in the restaraunt and he is still mumbling about get the fuck out tonight... blablabla. Alisha is again piping into the conversation. BJ tells her that she needs to act right because she makes us mad and that is why mommy and daddy fight. I said oh no that is not the reason. and I told Alisha to zip it. We went on and ate. And Jon put on his face for his sister. We went to Walmart and they had Pepsi for $2. Jon loves pepsi. Jon did not go in the store. Jon did not get any Pepsi. Because, I tell you what. I am a bitch. I believe in treat others as you want to be treated. The way Jon treats us must be the way he wants to be treated. So that is exactly what he gets. All the way home Alisha kept trying to talk to Jon and ask him question. She would say where are we going now and he would say dont you worry about it. She would ask him if he is coming in the store and he would just sit there and she would say that is real nice you dont even answer me. SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH

I hate watching the seasons change

Bow season, rifle season, black powder season. OMG, I am already tired of listening to it!!! Jon goes to all the trouble to find out where and when the text messages that he gets on his phone are from. He got a picture of a mountain lion dragging a deer and it was suppose to be around VA. But within 24 hours he had tracked down when and where this picture was taken and was so proud to tell me all about it. Well, you know what? I DONT CARE!!!!!!! I dont ever care and will never care!!!

the stupidity is overwhelming

This week is court week. And that means let the stupidity flow. Jon has gotten a law off the VDGIF website that said you can sell deer horns that are processed. Which means if they are cut or screwed then they are processed. So the horns that he has been CONVICTED of.a felony for selling were processed. So he is demanding that the judge drop charges on Thur and he "will accept nothing less than all charges getting dropped" Wake up stupid!! You have been convicted!! This is a sentancing hearing. So then " I will stand up in court and speak on my own behalf." Today he gets a letter from his attorney that the commonwealth wrote. It says that they want his hunting and taxidermy license for 5 years, they want him to do 300 hours of community service, pay $250 in fines on 3 charges, and pay restitution for the bear that VDGIF bought of $1000. First of all the charges on the bear were DROPPED! How the hell can they even ask for restitution on a charge that was dropped. LMAO because that $1000 came out of someones pocket and they were sure they were going to win. NOT!!! Second, there is not enough time in the day for him to work a paying job much less on that does not pay. He calls everyone and tells them all this stuff and then gets to talking about the lawyers sectetary. She is his sister, but seriously; does she talk to all the clients the way she does Jon? OMG if so, I need to be giving the attorney my resume. The last phone call tonight he tells Cathi and Chris, then gets off the phone and starts yelling at me. FUCK YOU!! I am not the dumb ass that dug this hole and if what I said was ever listened to, this would NEVER be happening!!!! I was in the kitchen and he sat in the living room going on and on about he will give Smudge a little bit longer maybe a month before he stops peeing and then he is gone. I said you get the fox out first then we will talk. Him: this dog is pissing on the floor and smelling up the house. Me: no, that is your fox and it is going thru the air ducts. Him: get ride of her then me: I can GIVE her away. Him: those people yestarday. Me: the ones that said: oh, no just give her a chance, you need to give her some time, oh no. ??? then I walked out of the kitchen 2 steps and he said do you know how to turn the light off? And for general purpose I kept on walking. He said it again. I said are you going to keep bitching about it. Him: I am just giving you back what you give me. Again: Fuck you!! I said well maybe I need to teach you some respect do you know what that is? Him: no. So he jerks the remote away and turns on hunting shows. I said oh yea just turn on something stupid. so he throws the remote on the table and goes to bed.

You know what? I say it again, I deserve respect!! and he thinks he is the best thing that ever walked. well, there is a reason 2 other women left you. and I can see what it is. A little too late.

What a wonderful time of year

Dont you just love to see all the back to school sales? Dont get me wrong, I enjoy spending time with my kids. But that time is over!! School starts on Tue here. I have been sitting outside looking for the bus. I am sure that it will come early.

Smudge on the Floor

We have a new member to the family. His name is Smudge. He is some kind of something dog. I have been looking for a some kind of something for at least 6 weeks. I had puppy fever. This year is the first year in 3 years that I have not had a litter of puppies to take care of. So, last week I found this little critter on kijiji listed in Lynhurst!! WTH?? He was in Sturarts Draft. So I put it off on Friday to go by and take a look at him. Instead we went to a puppy mill here in the area. GROSS. Mostly what they had was Chiwackwacks! I hate a chiwackwack!! OMG we had to live beside these yappy little attitude dogs for 13 years. So, I emailed the lady again and told her that I was coming by after I took Alisha to the dentist. Alisha broke her tooth over the weekend and they fixed it for her. So, we drive over there. We pulled up infront of this house... it needed a paint job on the porches. Had cages and dog food piled up on the porches. We are walking to the side door and someone is "tossing" a doberman out the front door just yelling like a crazed person... get out of here. So, we go to the side door. This was like walking into a sceen of The Hills have Eyes We go in and smell dogs and greece. UGH. The puppy is in a cage in the carpeted kitchen floor. The kids are just standing there looking up. If you know my kids you know they are NEVER quiet. So the woman takes the puppy out of the cage and it is shaking. Mean while someone come thru the house yelling there is a green car out front. I have gotten down on the nasty carpet to pet this stinking dog. The kids are still just standing there with there hand folded looking. I said pet this puppy. they take a step and pet it and step back and stand there. By this time 4 more people (large people) have came out in the kitchen to look at us. I guess we were puurrrtttyyy. These people were dressed in bibs with no shirts. One bib hippy was laying on a bed in the room off the kitchen. He managed to sit up and look at us. the kids are still standing there looking. The looked like they were going to sing in church or something. I was telling them to pet the puppy and what do you think of the puppy? They would not speak would not move. Alisha kept whispering in my ear...let's get him. Everytime I would stand up and try to the puppy follow me he would run back in his cage. We had to get him out 3 times!!! So we get the puppy and come out to the car. After we get in the car Alisha said how come those fat people had this little puppy? I ignored her and said what should we name him. Of couse she comes up with Micheal Jackson and Hunter pipes up Bounty Hunter. We decided on Smudge. This was tramatizing to this little puppy. All he did was lay with Alisha after we got home. Of course I washed him and cut his hair.

Give Thanks where Thanks is Due

Give thanks to the LORD and proclaim his greatness. Let the whole world know what he has done. Tell everyone about his miracles. Search for the LORD and for his strength, and keep on searching. Think of the wonderful works he has done, the miracles and the judgments he handed down.

I have a list of things to be thankful for: my health, my kids, my home, my family, my talents just to name a few. I have also been made aware that if you give to God he will give back to you 10 fold. I have found a church that does not leave me hungery. I have been giving ties. The first time I gave; instead of bringing home $800 we brought home $1100. The second time the same thing happened. This week I gave my 10% of what I (personally) made on Ebay. I guess I should post some stuff so I can make some more money.

Load of Laughs

Have you ever had someone that you could count on to make you laugh no matter how you are feeling? Well, I have one of those people in my life!! I think God everytime I talk to her. She is always on my side even if I am doing something mean and hateful. We have so much in common it is unreal how we think alike. Even when I have been out all day busting my dick I can count on her to make me feel completely refreshed!! Thanks for being my bestest Angie!!

Birthday Party

We had the Birthday party. Some of Alisha's freinds came and they had a ball. After the party Alisha went to the movies to see Transformers with her friends. She was so excited.

It is Butterfly time!!!

Ok, so this weekend we loaded up and went to see the Butterflies. I had been there earlier in the week and was told it was $5 a person. So I was like what the.. your prices went up. Well the lady ended up giving me a coupon for half off on family fun day. On Sunday they opened at 1. We all got ready and headed that way. We met up with Angie and the boys. We ALL got in for half price!!! We go in and the place is totally crowded!! It was so hot too. But we ended up getting some really good pictures.

Black sheep

Have you ever felt like you are the black sheep? Ugly duckling? Odd ball out? Well, that is how I have felt this evening. It all started when I was planning a birthday party for my kids. It is planned for this weekend. This party is for the family. I did not want a bunch of kids to be here around the family. I thought maybe it would be too crazy. So, about 3 weeks ago I was helping my neice make a scrapbook. We were at Grandma's house. I was sitting there at the table with grandma and my neice. I told grandma that we were having the kids b-day party the date and time. I even told her that the cake would be about 2 if she wanted to come later and not have to sit in the sun. So, today, I find out that grandma is not coming because she has not been invited. WTF?? Then later on in the evening I went to SIL's house. She was having a Passion Party. I asked her are you coming to the kids birthday party? SIL: umm, well, what I am going to do is lay in my swimming pool tomorrow. ME: we are having a pool party. Then she has to go smoke a cig. Well, add grandma, aunti an 2 more aunts that are working, another grandma that is working, a grandfather that has "taken my nephew to raise". That leaves Angie and Cathi and Mawmaw. I mean what the fuck do these people think? Do I have to go to a printer and have fucking invitations printed!!?? What I need to do is not let these people bother me. But I think that they dont want to come around because they dont like us or something. I am thankful for the ones that are coming. I cant wait to see you guys tomorrow!!

Letting it shine

Again, tonight at the ballgame I am asked if I got struck by lightning when I dropped the kids at Bible School. What? I go because I believe!! Not because I get paid to go. The FAM actually gets paid to sit in the nursery at a Church.
Mark 8:38 "For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will also be ashamed of him when He comes in the glory of His Father with the holy angels."

I'm going to let it shine!!

Jon had a ball game last night. We met up with his sister when we got their and she heard me talking to a friend about Alisha and Hunter going to Vacation Bible School. She starts laughing; hahaha you go to church? I just looked at her. She kept on; hahahaha Jon goes to church? I finally said "yeah, we need all the help we can get. we have been 3 weeks in a row!" Again, what is so funny. Hide it under a bush? NO, I'm going to let it shine! Dont let other come and blow it out, I'm going to let it shine!

Ebay

I am sitting here waiting on my Ebay items to end. I have 4 items listed and 7 watcher only 1 bid. Why do people watch items and not want to bid? I dont understand. Less than one minute to go now. The first one did not sell; even with the 2 watchers! GGRRRR!!! 6 great pair of girls shorts. Who would not want that steal?
Lets check on the next one... This is one of my paintings... Tinkerbell!!! 2 watchers. 1 minute. Nope. Nothing. Ok the next one is a set of murals that match Fisher Price Infant bedding... One minute left. I do have one bid on this but 2 watchers. Wonder if there will be a bidding war at the last minute. How cool would that be??!! ok going to check. TARTER SAUSE!!! Only on bidder. But, hey, I did sell it. So I am off here going to get if painted!

What is a blog..

I will have to figure this thing out....